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Sunday, November 26, 2006

I've been so lazy lately well more than usual. Everything seems so slow nowadays. However, this fall quarter went by pretty quick. It's probably because I sleep most of the day. I think I sleep a lot because I hella don't feel like getting out of bed sometimes. I was suppose to register for classes three weeks ago, but I hella don't know what to take. Stupid cluster system.. it be whack. Hopefully I can get a MWF schedule again. As much as I hate eating up gas going up Hayward Hills there is some incentive to me going. Even though she lives at sea level she seems to be up there a lot. Hopefully I can still attend Eastbay.. I've been on academic probation for so long. If I cant go then I'm screwed for the rest of the year.

I went home to Suisun for the first time in a long time last weekend. It was weird I felt out of place. Lots of things have changed. Though the people are the same and thats all that matters. Staying away from Fairfield isn't as healthy as I thought it would be. It's my home. My cousin that left for San Diego to finish college came back. He told me
how much he hates it here now. I noticed how much he changed. Changed into what my brother and I always make fun of "Bros" SoCals equivalent to Bay Area's "yaddidas" I'm surprised I haven't realized it earlier.
 
On a brighter note I went from being $600 in debt to a positive $1400 within a week thanks to the PS3.

Hope you all had a wonderful thanksgiving


Saturday, October 14, 2006

Last night's bonfire was much needed with  It's probably the longest time I ever spent out of  Fairfield and away from my friends. I've missed all of you so much. Even though I have friends in Hayward when I hang out with them it really isn't the same. I probably wont see them till winter break. I kinda needed to see everyone to reinsure my sanity.

I really screwed up a friendship. Thats what I get for taking certain risks. It feels like we're just acquaintances now. I'm even scared to talk or initiate conversation with her.  I would really like things the way they use to be but I dont think thats possible anytime soon.  It's weird how we use to make each other  smile and feel happy but now  It's pretty uncofortable. I know I put her in many awkward situations I would probably do the same I just couldn't get it through my damn head. That was pretty  foolish of me I really didn't think about how it would make her feel. I was being so selfish.  God how I wish things were the way they use to be between us. I'm so sorry.

On a brighter note my ticket for going over 100 isn't on my record but the one for 80 is. Tts only a 117 dollar fine I'm just glad I can but it behind me. I really couldn't sleep at night because of it.

Josh: Would you rather be shot in the eye or watch your parents have sex?
Jeff:  It depends on how dirty the sex is. If its anything other than missionary then I'd probably be shot in the eye.

hahah in some sick and twisted way that made my night i think of you differently now but thats alright you're alright

anybody want anything in particular for christmas?




Friday, October 06, 2006

Dear Mr Vernon,

   
We accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole. Saturday in detention for whatever it was we did wrong.But we think you're crazy to make an essay telling you who we think we are. You see us as you want to see us... In the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions but what we found out is that each one of us is a brain, an athlete, a basket case, a princess and a criminal. Does that answer your question?

Sincerly Yours, The Breakfast Club


Saturday, September 30, 2006

First two days of school were pretty interesting.  You know you're off to a good start when you attend all your classes on the first day. This will probably be the first time I this happened in my college career. My first two class is  a bit boring then again pretty much any class at 9:20 in the morning hours would be boring to me. Philosophy is interesting for the first half hour then anything after that my professor's monotone voice drowns out the information. For the most part his sense of humor along with his English accent keeps me awake. My favorite class of the four that I'm taking is my  interpersonal communications class. My professor is pretty whack, in a good way though. She keeps me awake throughout the two hours of class time. Some cool people in that class they're a lot older than I am though the average age of the class is probably about 24... 25 maybe.  But for the most part they're cool and fun to talk to. One of the exercises was to yell at one of our classmates. As many of you know that it is almost impossible for me to yell and for my professor to make me actually yell was amazing. When the class started you can literally hear a pin drop and before the class was over everyone was talking to everyone and not too many people knew one another. Another good note is that  theres this girl that I get all soft around she works at  Target , once my most hated store, and I really didn't think I'd have a chance to talk to her. On my first day of my communications class there she was, first one to be called out for role.

Enough blogging for now.. I have to finish laundry and clean my room and car. Hopefully go to the shooting range and maybe some early christmas shopping.

"A Tale of Two Sisters" is a good movie. It's pretty weird and full of suspense. Kinda dialogue heavy though.


Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Fourteen weeks of  vacation is  officially over. It was too long of a break but it gave me time to think a lot about what  I'm going to do with my life.  Things are slowing down a lot of my friends started big kid school and there really isn't much leisure time. For a while I had been thinking that I've been spending a lot of time perhaps too much time with friends. I had an interesting talk with a friend a while ago and he got trough to me that haging out with friends is fun but at the end of the month your friends aren't going to pay your bills or your friends aren't going to pay off your NSX (i wish). Fortunately, my parents take care of that for me, but someday I'll have to do that on my own.At times I wish that  everything I desired wasn't handed to me. Throughout the years my academic standards have been getting lower and lower almost to the point where I almost dropped out of college. The saying  is that "D is for Diploma" that may be true in some cases but I really should shoot for something much higher. So yeah it's time to hit the books and time to start living by the sayings "Work now play later" and "If you work hard you can play hard"

Hayward is going to be my home for the next couple of years and the past year i haven't been around too much to find the entertainment scene. As far as entertainment goes, I'm looking for some cheap hobbies. 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle are quite cheap but as well as mind sickening and back/neck breaking. Model cars was a consideration but its a bit of cash. Maybe its back to drawing and painting or collecting action figures or photography. Can't do video games I know that will eat up a lot of my study time ( I put in 120+ hours into this tatical RPG) If any of you reading this have any suggestions it would be greatlly appreciated

School starts in about eight hours and I'm actually excited. I probably wont sleep until another three hours. Have classes from 9-5 then an off day on thursday.

Four textbooks and a CSUEB T-Shirt=  200.10 anyone want a CSUEB tshirt, hoodie or hat? haha license placard maybe? You all are getting CSUEB coffee mugs for christmas hahah

Goodnight




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